Wednesday, September 23, 2009
23/9/09
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WHEE~~~~ birthday!!!!!!! OMG! im 15! thats like so old and agedddd la! ok...first things first: IMPT update: i will be constantly tagging my posts so as to make life easier for myself and you...if you want to find a post of a certain category, its all listed down there!
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thank God for 15 awesome years of my life, for putting me where am i now, for putting me in this awesome CCA which i have make So many friends in, thanks for making my life better. Thanks for everything! Today went quite normal…cleared RC room in the afternoon…felt quite accomplished… Then bought drinks using money from *censored* …yah… Lets see…oh yah Today philo liao…um…discussed abt Confucius’s so-called Superior Man…how’s he should be and all that Not sure if the list they gave was accurate…but living according to that list is impossible man… It gives description of someone who is both mature and pure…I guess when someone reached an uber-high stage of maturity, he will discover that it is pureness… kinda like babies… Those qualities are pure and untainted virtues…”we are born with them, but we need to find them within us” this shows that we are born good, but the big bad world has polluted us … it is human nature to do good…but the worldly desires and others actions taught us how to deceive, lie, cheat and use all kinds of lowly measures to bring us what our greed demands…is all these cause d by our in-built desires, or are we influenced by the others around us?
Ok…lets say that I put on a façade of smiles, but deep inside, I am hurt and feeling cold…would anyone notice my fake smile, would anyone care? Why would people do such things, why are we so insensitive? Words are powerfully weapons against hearts and souls. The damage they cause, the wounds they inflict, may never heal… Hmmm….a bit the poetic…
PJ going liao…sigh…she has impacted me a lot man…guess you have to let go… Lastly, THANKS FOR ALL THE BIRTHDAY WISHES EVERYONE! THEY TOTALLY MADE MY DAY!Labels: contemplations, my life, personal problems
Posted by william the weirdo at 5:08 AM
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